PA rules more than you know. I loved it. "I'm brown" Got a cold somehow. Saw great bands. Got punched in the face at pre posi and was super mad about that. Got over it. Philly is awesome. Heat index 105 degrees so hot. I have not had as much fun in a bubble before. Soon I should have pics up. maybe some more later or if you care you can ask me and I will have stories.
Leaving tomorrow for PA. It should be a good time but I am nerves I dont want to forget anything. Darrell's house has all of our food and people keep stealing our chocolate bars for smores. Bitches. Whatev'. Work today. I wish I had taken it off but what can you do. I stayed an extra hour yesterday because we got busy. Pissed me off. Coffee tonight. Good sleep. Eat and were off.
This is just a little bit of how I feel right now and what I have been thinking about.
I love my boyfriend a lot, but I feel like I don't get enough of him.
Working sucks A LOT.. but I like the people I work with for the most part.
I am very protective .... of everything.
It's hard for me to trust people.
I find it easier to talk to strangers than my friends.
I don't like to sleep at night.
I have an attitude that comes from nowhere.
I can't respect someone who can't respect themselves.
Being Edge makes people uncomfortable and thats ok.
I don't think I know or will ever know the meaning of true friendship.
I have been really Blah lately. Not only do I have a cold. I feel like some peoples true colors have come out. Some people don't like me and thats ok. Right now I feel cold tired and alone. Instead of going back to bed like I should be I have to work till 8. At which point I might be dead. I want coffee. I can hardly talk. BOO! for being all sick and sad.